I havent had anything all day, hardly any water too. I hadn’t stopped crying since yesterday too. I cut my wrist, which I havent done in a long time. I just want to forget about school work, go to bed and not wake up in the morning.
Life is all about falling in love, sex, getting the girl/boy you want, getting drunk, gangbang and all the superficial shit. What they don’t know is how self-loathing I am, how depressed I am, how I struggle with my eds, how i self-harm myself. Fuck these people. I’ve stop trying to make them understand what I feel. Because they never will. And I know for a fact that at the end of the day, I am still alone, facing my faceless demons.